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hey online journal, sorry it's been so long since i have written but nothing much has happened. but this week i really messed things up and made some mistakes. i messed up with a certain female in my life. so i think that i ruined my chance with her. we were suppose to spend time with each other durin thanksgiving break some time and when i got the chance i kind of blown her off and never saw her. now i have to wait until christmas break. and i haven't even called her to see how she is doing seen then and i feel bad about it. but we have always been friends so i don't really know how to approach the whole thing. i guess it's because i have always bottled in my emotions and i don't know how to show them and i hate that about me. any advice from anyonewould be helpful. also this past week sucked because i love to play basketball and my rec league team suffered a hard first lost. and it really sucks to lose. this loss really sucked because we had a seven point lead with about a minute left and we blew it and lost by threein overtime. but my team is good and we will bounce back and come out firing next week.
Tuesday night, all wrapped up like a fish supper listening to James Blunt, now normally I would probably be howling my eyes out thinking of all the sad occassions that have been, but not tonight! I'm feeling good. What a fabulous new album. Well done James. Keep that up and you may get an invite to one of my Sunday Roast Dinner's young man! lol Mmmm just had a wee bowl of choccy ice- cream with mandarins, yum!
My little treasure is sitting on the bed next to me reading a Trinny and Susannah book, won't be long before I hear "Mum" "You can't go out like that"! and by the yells coming from the livingroom, a goal has been scored. The cats are chillin in front of the fire and there is a real chrismassy feel floating about tonight. These are the nights I love the most.
Michael Buble is serenading me now. Mmmm he can come for sunday dinner too! lol. I had one of those cringeworthy laugh out loud moments on the bus coming back from work earlier this evening. After being informed we were having shepherds pie for dinner, I was getting rather over excited, the closer I was getting to home. I sent a last text asking for my shep pie to be popped in the micro. the reply? "Don't tell John Noakes then! he be awfy upset. Bad man! It tasted absolutely amazing. Not a tail or ear in sight! lol. Oh thats naughty!
Time to go to bed now, the new alarm clock goes off at 6.45am, It's a bit better than the chicken.......It's my little treasure saying quietly "Mum" "Time to get up!"I've learnt that It's a good Idea to actually get up on the 1st call tho, as she gets louder! lol. Nite Nite, sleep well, back soon. xx
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